- be happy everyday =D; - someone to celebrate my birthday with me;
- to be a WWE Superstar in the future;
- to have a new pair of sport shoes;
- to have a ZINC bag;
- to have a mp3/4;
- to have a latest handphone;
- to visit USA & KOREA [SOUTH];
- to score well for 'O' Levels;
- to have excellent results in everything I do;
- my friends and teachers have good impression on me;
- be with "her" forever... ...
*GOALS*
- to be "her" bf ***
- to go into Polytechnic/JC
*SPECIAL DATES*
- 18 SEP 2005
- 23 AUG 2006
- 07 SEP 2006
- 26 FEB 2007
*HIS WORDS <3*
- I will wait for you, even if it takes forever...
todae rains again... haiz... the same situation juz as two days ago... it juz makes me think of tat day again... sigh....
common tests still goin on... i sure flunk my e.hist CT... 100% fail de.... haiz... first time i'm so sure tat i'll fail... lol hope tat i can score well in SS to pull my marks up... =]
** sigh~
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 7:10 PM
Monday, February 26, 2007
My Birthday!!!
todae is a special day for me... coz todae is my bdae!!!... i was kinda surprised tat most of my frenz noe tat it's my bdae... at least i'm not forgotten inside their heart =p ... hahax... thx for the card... =D i'm touched... lol
i've hurt my shoulder... haiz... now i'm in pain...
after sch... went home tgt wif her... i plan to tell her the truth todae and i did so... i plucked up my courage to say all tat to her... but in the end... it all went down... haiz... i'm at my wits end now.... the matter the fact is tat it's all juz part of my wishful thinking all this while... i'm realli realli realli very sad... T_T my tears kept rolling down my cheeks... i can't help to be sad... i'm destined to be such a failure in my life...
"i realli hope tat u can put all the past behind u and start afresh, can u? i've alrdy 4gt all the past but wad abt u. i realli hope tat u can try to do tat, if u nvr try, u'll nvr noe, ryte? i juz wish tat u can give me a chance to prove myself. i uds tat u may still can't forget him now, but nvm, take ur time, no matter how long u take, i'll still wait for u de. =) "
** "Can you hear the breaking of my heart?" sobz... ='(
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 5:50 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Continuation of Common Tests
tml is the continuation of common tests... haiz... stress~ wish evione gd luck for ur common tests... let's do well tgt... alright... =]
i juz finished my revision for chem & phy... i onli study for these 2 subjects at the moment.... lol
anw.. tml is my bdae le.... ^-^ "How will the day turn out for me?"
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 7:26 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
7th day of Lunar New Year/Ren Re
todae went out wif my frenz... abit disappointed... haiz... we went to plaza singapura de cinema to watch movie " JUST FOLLOW LAW"... the show was damn nice and funny lo... we laughed till gt tears... lol... we watch fr 3:40pm till 5:40pm... after which we shop ard the shopping centre... we all went home after tat...
todae is ren re... 7th day of Lunar New Year... i juz went to my grandparents' hos to eat yu sheng... i like to eat yu sheng very much coz it's damn nice... hahax...
my bdae is coming soon... =p hope tat dae will turn out good for me...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 11:59 PM
Friday, February 23, 2007
Surprise!!!
todae went to bk mac meet nik at 6am... lol... we ate breakfast there... first time i woke up so early... hahax... after sch, gt npcc... we were rehearsing the parade for the sch's 30th anniversary... den after tat, the sec 3s and 4s were asked to gather in the canteen... i thod mayb gt briefing... but nvr do i expect tat they were celebrating my bdae... not onli for me but oso one of the sec 3s squadmates... i was realli astonished... i feel very touched coz at least gt sumone rmb my bdae... first time gt alot of ppl celebrating my bdae... it's all mr oh plan de... den i went to thank him personally... he said tat time he went to buy the cake... den kenna soaked by rain... den he asked me wad's my wish... of course i didn't say abt relationship de... ^-^ den i juz say i wanna score well for 'O' Lvls... den go to JC... and of course tat's oso part of my wish... =] i was so happy... =D but after tat.. dunno why i suddenly so emo... starting to think back in the days... haiz... after tat, went home wif eunice & her bro...
2 more days to My BIRTHDAY...
tat's all.. ciaoz~
** happy & emo...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 10:00 PM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
have i realli ---- -- ---- ---- ---? i think so... ^-^
pissed off~
3 more days to My BIRTHDAY...
** Haizzz...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 8:45 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
haiz.. very tired todae... coz ytd didn't slp well...
nowadays i seem to be more le guan... hahax... i'm very happy wif my current life... =p todae in sch didn't do much... after IRP, went home wif eunice...
common test is juz ard the corner... so muz start studying le... stress....
in 4 days time is My BIRTHDAY le... going to be 16 yrs old soon...
** Haizzzz...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 7:15 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
3rd day of Lunar New Year
todae went to Mr TTT hos bai nian... I went wif eunice, cf & zh... we met up at lavender mrt station den we set off... at first we can't find the venue of his hos... den ltr we explored and make our way there... hahax... when we reached his hos doorstep.. we all felt ps... ^-^ den we went into his hos... saw alot of other ppl there too... den he asked me to take a photo using his digital camera... wah.. when i hold the camera.. both my hands were trembling... lol after tat the 4 of us went into a room and plae cards... we stayed there for a while den we left le... b4 tat.. Mr TTT gave each of us a hongbao-$10... wooo~ we then went to Kovan shopping centre for a window shopping... after a while we den left le... quite a fun dae for me... =D
total amt of hongbao money: $246 nice number... lol....
** tired but happy...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 9:35 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
2nd day of Lunar New Year
todae didn't go anywhere... in the morning, my dad's friend came to our hos... den he gave me & my bro each a hongbao... guess how much he gave us each?... $50!!!... wahahax... my mum oso gave me hongbao - $40... after tat, we all went to my parents' working place... den saw one of the staff there... she oso gave me & my bro a hongbao-$10 each... wooo... todae i've collected $100 hongbao money... at the moment.. i gt $136 + $100 = $236 hongbao money in total... I'm so happy~ =D
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 5:01 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Chinese New Year!!!
ytd was CNY eve... my family had a reunion dinner at night... we indeed had a sumptuous meal... ltr we watched tv... den oso celebrated my cousin, Jeff bdae & my bdae too... my cousin bdae falls on the 18th Feb while my bdae falls on the 26th Feb... they celebrated in advance for me... =] we oso gt countdown... den I oso collected hongbaos fr my family... after tat... both my uncles and me played cards... wooo... guess i win or lose?... I won $35!!!... and oso i'm the only winner... wahahax... =p we played till ard 2:30am... den we turned in...
todae was the first dae of the lunar new yr... I went to my aunt's mother-in-law hos to bai nian... I didn't go there for quite a long time le... abt 3-4 years... when they saw me, they'all said i'd grown up alot... lol evione there oso changed alot le... I'd collected $26 hongbao money in total from them... ^-^ I settled my dinner there den went home le... I reached home ard 10pm...
juz now I counted my hongbao money... guess how much I've collected in total at the moment... the ans is $136... I'm satisfied as its alrdy more than i expected... now only left my parents haven't give me hongbao yet... wondering how much will they give me... hahax...
tat's all.. adios~
** excited... =D
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 11:32 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
CNY eve
todae is CNY eve... juz finish spring cleaning... ohh.. now den i noe my hos is so full of dust... lol... now i'm dead beat... but nvm.. tired but happy... =D
todae my parents oso didn't work becoz of CNY... they onli get to rest on CNY in a year... they hardly get leave de... so i feel happy as i get to spend my time wif them...
ltr gtg to my grandparents' hos to have reunion dinner... looking forward to it... tonight i may not be on9 coz i'll be at my grandparents' hos...
i wish i can at least get $100++ hongbao money... wahahax... if can, the higher the amt, the betta... coz ltr can save all the money and buy the things u wan... but there's one thing which u can't buy wif money is happiness... lol
tat's all.. ciaoz~
** Wishing all Chinese a very HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR... =]
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 6:55 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
CNY Celebration
todae my sch celebrate CNY... quite interesting... den after tat.. went home...
after which.. i, jason ng, wl, nigel & nik met up at bugis... dey plae DOTA while i watched them plae... ltr we shop ard bugis... i bought a chain wif a letter "R"... it costs me $18... wahahax... den i plan to buy a ZINC bag... but it's expensive... so i think nxt tyme barh... ^_^ den we went to KFC... reached home ard 8:30pm...
tml is CNY eve le... my family gonna 've a reunion dinner... i can't wait for it coz i like when evione gathers tgt...
** HAPPY~ =D
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 10:25 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Start Afresh
I'm getting over wif tat thingy le... finalli I'll not be moody animore...
starting afresh now... wadever happened is alrdy in the past... it's all part of history... the old Roy is back!!! lol anw.. I've new mindset now... wahahax...
tml my sch will be celebrating CNY... hope tat it will be a fun day... =D
** Starting Afresh...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 9:06 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy Valentine's Day
** HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY... =]
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 6:15 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
troubled...
haiz.. i seems to feel troubled.... this time not totally abt tat thingy but something new... nvr did i expect tat i will have this kind of thinking.... wad shld i do... not to go in detail le...
btw.. tml is EL common test... gud luck to evione... =] tat's all... adios~
** I'm at my wits end...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 9:16 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Events
I juz found out tat the month FEB is full of events... on the coming TUE is EL Common Test... ~ stress... on WED is Valentine's Day... ~ I'm alone... haiz... den one wk ltr is CNY... ~ wooo... I like the atmosphere of CNY... lol... hope I won't be moody but be HAPPY... =] den abt 2 wks ltr is my BIRTHDAY... ~ I think i'll oso be lonely on tat dae... haiz... on tat same wk is oso the continuation of Common Test... ~ wah... more stress... ^_^
** EMO...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 2:03 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
Band Concert cum the release of O'Lvls results
TODAE gt Band Concert at the conference hall... I didn't attend for it coz I realli gt no mood.... haiz... haiz... haiz...
during npcc, most of us gt promoted to the nxt higher rank... I gt promoted to SERGEANT... but I dun realli feel happy abt it.... maybe coz of tat thingy...
todae is oso the day of the release of O'Lvls results... gt one of our students gt 8 A1s... damn pro ryte... hahax... how i wish is me getting straight A1s... LOL
I feel quite happy todae as ... ... Let's be FRENZ 4ever...
** Lonely...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 7:07 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Request...
harlow... i didn't blog for quite some time le.... coz i gt no mood to update.... i'm still trying to forget all the past.... i realli tried very hard le but to no avail.... i'll feel uneasy whenever ... ... haiz... when can i get over wif it??? i juz wanna focus on my studies ryte now as this yr is the most critical.... i dun wan these to distract me....
i heard tat tml during npcc... some of us are promoted to sergeant or staff sergeant... i hope tat i'm one of 'em.... but if i realli gt promoted, i think i oso won't be as happy as b4.... coz i've alrdy lost interest in my life...
** Although we can't be together, but can we still be close frenz? That's my only request for you...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 6:52 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
A New HP... yeah!!!
todae went to buy HP wif my parents at Bukit Panjang Plaza.... -Nokia 6288 Black [$156 in total] finalli i gt myself a HP since i lost my old one... i felt happy but tat thingy keeps me moody.... haiz.... hope tat i can get over wif it asap.... seems tat another lonely bdae for me....
tat's all.. ciaoz~
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 10:44 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
It's all over...
haiz.. still can't get over wif it.... mayb i nid more time barh... i can't concentrate on wadever i do coz i keep on thinking abt it.... i try not to think abt it but it juz appears on my mind.... wad shld i do?... i'm at my wits end.... T_T
** "Should I continue to wait?"...
†† MR. Rσч Kιм †† at 6:08 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
It's the END...
HAIZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... there's nthing tat i can do now.... although u still haven't tell me ur ans yet... but i alrdy noe wad's ur ans going to be... coz i noe evithing le.... so i've decided not to ask u animore.... i have done wadever i need to do and said wadever i need to say... it took me a lot of courage to say all tat to u.... but in the end, it's seems to no avail.... it's pointless and useless.... i've been waiting for u since last yr... but it's seems tat i've been waiting in vain... it's juz part of my wishful thinking all this while... i'm really very sad ryte now... mayb time is wad i need to get over this.... hope time can heal the wound.... maybe one of my frenz said this correctly, "when you truly love someone, you would want him/her to be happy." ur happiness is my utmost concern... so wad i can do now is to give the two of u my blessings although i hated to do so.... i juz hope tat u're satisfied wif ur current life and be happy always.... =D and oso i hope tat u won't treat me any different after this... we still can be close frenz ryte?.... sobz...
